Space Traveler Reveals Mental Health Struggle In the Wake of Wave of Backlash After Historic Trip

A Vietnamese-American astronaut has opened up regarding her battle with depression after being subjected to a massive wave of online abuse in the wake of a historic all-female space mission.

Amanda Nguyen – recognized as a scientist and civil rights advocate – was part of the 11-minute suborbital flight in the spring, which also featured well-known figures.

The mission was widely scrutinized by some, who cited its expense and environmental footprint.

Reflecting on the ordeal, Ms. Nguyen, who made history as the first Vietnamese woman in space, stated the negative reaction eclipsed her moment under an “avalanche of misogyny”.

“I told her my depression might last for years,” the astronaut shared in a public message, referring to a check-in call from a fellow crew member in the aftermath of the landing.

She portrayed the news reports and online discourse as an unprecedented psychological assault.

“I did not leave Texas for a week, unable to get out of bed,” she revealed. “Even a month on, a phone call ended with me hanging up, weeping uncontrollably.”

Overshadowed by Sexism

Ms. Nguyen, who has focused her career on gynecological science and operated research during the mission, said every professional achievement – from her studies and astronaut training to the historic significance of her roots – was buried under the avalanche of sexist vitriol.

She is best known for her groundbreaking advocacy fighting for justice for survivors of assault.

Her own goal of reaching space was deferred after surviving a rape during her time as a student, leading to a years-long quest for justice.

The Fog Begins to Lift

In the time since achieving her goal, she reports that the heaviest sorrow is beginning to clear, and she expressed gratitude the followers whose messages of encouragement were her lifeline. “You all saved me,” she affirmed.

She added that even with the backlash, significant positive outcomes had resulted from the experience, such as spotlight on her scientific work and new advocacy opportunities.

About the Mission

The computer-piloted spacecraft launched from Texas in April, carrying the all-female team on a brief suborbital flight that passed the edge of outer space.

The diverse crew also featured accomplished professionals from multiple disciplines.

The enterprise behind the mission is a commercial aerospace company established by a well-known tech mogul.